HELLO there! 2014!

Hello there! I know it has been damn freaking long time i didn't post anything up =/ just simply too lazy to do so.

Yeap, it's 2014! after tomorrow it's going to be MAY... time do passes fast. So, just a quick update on things from last post till now.... it has been a very bad ehh..how to say it.... moment? time? anything !from end of last year till now.. =(  but still there's some good ones =)

Moment of 2013 YOLO...
Yes, it was YOLO fun, excitement, meet new people, stuff...crazy parties. BUT somehow it has been a bad one, fun for all the wrong reasons. I can't say its totally bad..at the same time if it doesn't happen to me..i will never actually wakeup..never realise what is actually the things I want in life. The true meaning of FREEDOM. But at the same time I've known some great people =)


Lesson to be LEARNED
Since bad stuff had been happen. It's a lesson ( painful ones) to be learned. Learn to see things differently and realise all along I've manage my life and treat people around me in the wrong way.. No matter it's about FAMILY, FRIENDS, ACQUAINTANCE and most importantly my LOVE.
All along I don't have the slightest idea on how to manage everything around me, I've issue with emotions (slight depression). I see things on my side and never see my self in their position. After all this painful experience I've been through (or as KARMA seriously SLAP ON MY FACE #OUCH), it actually changes or push me to be a better person..(mentally more positive, see life more better than it is and love, appreciate people around me).i would be damned if after all this I'm still the old me =) I'm STILL IN THE PROCESS OF LEARNING

THANKFUL & BLESSED
OK, I'll try not to blah all out..keep it short what's good =) I'm THANKFUL for the people who truly loves me and supported and pulls me up in the down moment of my life where all things seems to be dark and lost of hope. It is a very hard moment in my life... without them..i'll never recover this fast. Even I'm not running but at least I make the 1st step to move out from it. I'm blessed for all the people who gives their time, effort and care all along without expect any in return. It true hard time reveals TRUE FRIENDS! and FAMILY.. they are the ones who will be your side no matter what. I know in some family situations things just kinda "cold"  doesn't talk those. But trust me, no matter how your PARENTS really care for you even they didn't show it ( typical asians).

OVERALL
Way tooooooo MUCH of things happen that I'm unable to type all out! it would be like writing a novel LOL. So, I'll try to update my BLOG as much as I can? HOPEFULLY!
Thanks for reading =)